angeline

2012-01-24T18:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year.
This is by far the worst new year though. Having too many deadlines to be met and yeah, just having too many deadlines to be met luh. Honestly cant wait for this sem to be over then I can enjoy as much as I want to. I know I always say I want to get over with semsters and then cant wait for holidays and bla bla bla but this time round, I really really want the holidays so badly. Anyway, on a lighter note it's just another 14 school days to go so yeah, do or die never mind.

with ferry much love,

2011-12-29T01:08:00.009+08:00

Hello people!
I have been trying to write a post, constantly but then I obviously fail right. Back here to share my xmas, a very general one.
My Xmas this year, started off with setting up a xmas tree! Heh. It was my first time trying to set up one and it wasn't too perfect because the lights were not working. But anyway, it's my favourite season of the year and what kick-start can be better than setting up a xmas tree with my love ones right. Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee;

Here comes the First Xmas celebration with Dajie on the 20th; We sat at a shop that serves really tasty congee and then to Salted Caramel, for a good almost 4 hours. (p/s I know of this place that has nicer salted caramel ice cream, compared to Salted Caramel and it's also located at somewhere in thomson.) We talked so much and then decided to head back to homes since we would be having impromtu mahjong session. I dont have any pictures of us that day so I shall just upload some random pictures of us(;

We also had gifts exchange and I received very nice make-up products and decided to try them on when I was so boredddddd. It turns out to be.. I dont know?

On the 21st, Princey and I did some last min shopping in town that was packed like sardines. And then we were all ready for the real xmas party on 22nd! I was feeling quite moody for the start beacuse I keep having nose bleeding, 5 times in a day. I was totally anticipating for 22nd and then the nose bleed just gotta ruin it. On top of that, because I have 2 events that day, it was very rush for me because first destination; chua chu kang and second; MBS. I gotta head home first before the MBS because there were different themes set. I love to dress up for themes but yknow, no time la.So, I started off that day with my Poly mates and I shall only show some of my favourite people my class.

They are so cute right?

Oh yeah! I love kinect! It's so fun and I think can lose some weights lei.

So let's proceed to the second half! Headed to MBS with all the lovely people;
We had buffet Brazilian dinner at Carnivores (picture below) and I think that place it's good if you eat beef!
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We had some drinking and mahjong session throughout the night and really, I really had lots of fun. Ever seen almost-drunkards playing mahjong? Testing limits uh. Some pictures taken at MBS and Matt's house;

24th; with some of my favorite people! To cut short, we had astons for dinner and then some htht.

Okay so on the very actual day of xmas.. Guess what? It was just a normal mahjong session with all the lovelies around. It's a season to gather and be jolly right? Anyway, this year xmas was good luhh(:

with ferry much love,

2011-12-10T01:20:00.004+08:00

Hi evrybody, finally having some time to blog. It's Friday, technically saturday already and I just submitted a low quality work. Who cares at this point of time right? It's already submitted and Im feeling a tinge of satisfaction because I finally got over this tiring week. And apart from it, after almost a year, I finally took my basic theory test and surprisingly, amazingly, scoring full marks for it. That is also why the day was slightly better than any other day(;
Side tracking a bit, dont you realise that each time when a person says, 'Dont judge', it carries many different meaning? One of them will be, 'Dont judge' for fear of being judged by others. I believe, almost everyone judge. The question is only, how much? No matter if the person is judging for good or bad, it is still judging right? First impression matters. Why? Because people judge you and predict you from it, isnt it? Aiya, it's just hard for me to believe that someone actually don't judge.
Okay, here are some random updates from everywhere/anywhere.

Few weeks back, I tried to do nail art for the first time and I think it looks quite nice right?

Pictures during lesson;

Germaine;

Before and after grooming of Kobe;

Some random shots omw home;

Okay, miss my face?

Told you it's a messy update. Alright, Im heading to bed(;
with ferry much love,

2011-11-24T01:35:00.003+08:00

Okay, to whoever is reading my blog, you are a really loyal reader(;
Anyway, I managed to squeeze some time out to blog. This week is elearning week and it sucks to be busier than ever. This elearning week is such a torture. Having to rush assignment which was due already, then attending practicum, do elearning tasks and just when I can barely take a breather, I realised the week is almost coming to an end. In addition, knowing more upcoming deadlines which make me feel errrrrrrrr, fuck. I have yet to sleep as long as i want, have yet to organise a list of things that I wanna buy and I have yet to just sit down and relax chill all day. Man, I really hope this sem ends in just a snap.
To side track, I visited two steak house recently. Angus and black angus and gosh, they are a world apart. Every dish in Angus is superb and for black angus, I ate less than half the portion given and decided to just dumped it one side. I have problem poking my fork in to a medium rare steak. I am not kidding. It's just gonna be the first and last time there but thanks to Princey who brought me there though(;
Someone said he/she wants to take a look at my bangs right. I have grown out of it but there are still a few pictures la and in the first place, it was not suppose to be bangs, I swear.

p/s: Go and watch ' You are the apple of my eyes'. No regrets really.
Goodnight everyone, with ferry much love.

2011-11-08T01:54:00.003+08:00

Okay, I get that this site is almost dying. I just got back from Malaysia and Im wondering if I should attend school tomorrow. Seriously it has been a dread to school everyday, like seriously every single effing day. Anyway, I dyed my hair red when I was in Malaysia. It turns out not bad though, I wanted something more striking actually. Oh yeah, anyone here knows where I can get the usb cable for Samsung camera mod. NV24HD? Or maybe just anything that can charge it's battery? I lost my cable and I dont know how I can revive it. Looking at the time, I dont think I will want to go school when I open my eyes at 6.45am. Okay, goodnight!

with ferry much love,

2011-10-23T17:33:00.005+08:00

Im totally fine now and the best is Im feeling great! Anyway, here are some pictures from my zoo trip with the rest. (9/10/11) Oh yeah and we witnessed a proposal! yadayada..

She is so cute right! Probably the cutest indian toddler I have ever seen.

Just a short update(; I just bathed Kobe he's smelling extremely nice today. Bye!
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2011-10-23T01:21:00.001+08:00

Hi all, Im feeling terrible. My stomach, intestines or whatever around that area have been acting weird for quite a few months already. From diarrhea to constipations to indigestion then was fi e for a while and now, after a few weeks, they are acting up again. I had constipation/indigestion for the past three days and today, I had the worst diarrhea ever. Starting from the moment I wake up till now. So think about how suffering it is okay. I was suppose to be enjoying my date, eating chocolate that we made for the first time and enjoying good food. Then I move on from being a supposedly good life girl, to a downright miserable one that gotten stay home. I want to be Better or at least feel Better, at least know what the hell is wrong with me right? Diarrhea whole day is no joke lei. I dont even dare to fart, just in case My asshole burps out liquid instead Of smelly gases. Wanted to get a doctor but couldnt cos its a freaking saturday night and everywhere is closed. So i ended up Eating plain porridge with carrot and that was the only meal for the day. How sucky it is for me, I feel so frustrated. Kay, bye!

2011-10-17T00:47:00.003+08:00

So school is starting again! Counting down to the next holiday!

with ferry much love,

2011-10-14T02:41:00.001+08:00

Hello people, it has been quite awhile since I updated. Well, school is starting in no time and I am really dreading it. Imagine I have to go through the whole cycle/routine again. I can't wait to finish year 2 and blablabla, get out of that school. Plus, the coming semester timetable is no joke. 9 hours in school for 4 out of 5 days. Peak hour here there, lectures for the whole day and long break in between. What's wrong with the management man. 'spend all the time you have got wisely because you will never get a second chance spending it again.' i heard this from a stranger who was talking to his friend. I totally understand this but it just never seem to be stayin in my head 24/7. I am legally 18 and I don't feel young anymore. I can't be spending my next 18 years doing things that I did for the past 18 years. Where's my goal? It stops right after aiming to be an air stewardess. And what's next? I don't know. Haha. Speaking of legally 18, I had my virgin experience to the club; butter factory. It is not fun at all. Imagine staying in it for merely one plus hour. I dont get it why people are hooked on such places. To see slutty girls? Yea, there are many shaking boobies off and perverts, should just go there and catch some upskirts without safety shorts. Anw, it's still good to be just chilling around the table without being in the crowd eh. Ph yeah, this is pretty random but I cooked the first ever bibimbab for my prince family;

Goodnight from Kobe

2011-10-02T03:01:00.001+08:00

So yesterday was children's day and kobe's birthday. Celebrated this little brat's birthday at nex and he totally put me into embarrassment. I was carrying him while walking into pet lover and upon being in the middle of nowhere, he let out a really loud bark and then started going crazy, barking non stop and fidgeting. Everyone was staring and when we called out to my brother who looked like the only who can tame Kobe, he was too ashamed to even own his puppy. He looked away and pretended as if he was just a stranger. Imagine how embarrass I felt. The same thing happened when We got into the cafe And kobe even diarrhea right in front of everyone. Its funny when everyone started laughing so yeah, just laugh that awkwardness away lo. That's about it. Happy first birthday little baby. I would love to spend as many birthday as possible with you. Goodnight people(;

Prince away from me.

2011-09-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

So yeah, my honey boy is in Korea now enjoying his holidays. I feel bad honestly. We did not spend enough quality time together just before he leaves and because of that, I was pretty upset with him yesterday, before he left. Part of me was telling myself to cool down since he's leaving so soon right yet another part of me just could not control the emotions deep down. I showed him the angry face for almost the entire of yesterday. Did not even say goodbye or anything and then at the end of the day, regretting being upset and totally, missing him too. Alright, i will just wait patiently for Jon to be back. Cannot wait to see him in the airport..........

2011-09-26T02:54:00.001+08:00

Just trying out this blogger app, with the birthday card we made for Myint. Happy birthday(;

2011-09-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

Snuggle, tickle, making jokes, slapping each other, having lame competition, betting, bickering...
I love to do it with you.

with feryy much love,

2011-09-21T00:14:00.003+08:00

Great friends;
Belated birthday celebration Dajie;

Great love, my prince ( Dont yuck at me la)

Pictures taken on our 29th month. Honestly, never before have I love you this much. Thank you for being ever so initiative and diligent in this relationship. I know I have indeed become lazy in working things out and that is why I am utterly grateful that you said you will never give up in putting in more effort.

with ferry much love,

2011-09-09T01:54:00.005+08:00

Hi there(;
I'm going to start this post with something random. I really wish to go Greece, and of course to go with some favourite faces. Alright anyway, I think I'm in love with my friends. Like, yknow I start to really miss them when I don't see them for a week.Then I will check my schedule and see when I am free and right there, calling for an impromptu meet up. Yes, I fail to plan my time wisely because I am a last minute kind of person. I go out only when I feel like it so if I make an appointment way earlier, Im afraid I get lazy on the very day and make last minute changes. Actually, you can say I fail to be a good friend too;/ Especially towards LiRan. ( Here I am feeling bad for her.) I know, she is more hardworking than I do in this friendship and you don't know how grateful I am to have her watching over me. She's maybe the so called unlucky one because I don't really watch out for her well-being and yada yada... until when something bad happen to her or I feel like I'm losing her. I barely or almost have no time for myself so I don't have the free time to take note of everybody. Hence knowing that, she still make the effort to call me everyday despite having more things to cope with, I am really being appreciative. Haiya, It is really tough to strike a balance between family, friends and boyfriend. . I am not complaining alright, I am more than willing to give up my free time for people who I love and I'm glad to feel that they love to have me around them too. I am blessed with friends like them and I guess it's kind of hard for us to fall apart. Fortunate to say, we are all walking distant away.

Mom's birthday (6/9)

Germaine's concert (4/9)

Kobe's new accommodation (Y)
I don't know how to put it but Kobe has been behaving quite weirdly Can you see any difference in picture? Hmm, I just hope he's fine. Fingers xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!

I have a long day ahead so, time for bed. Goodnight all(;
with ferry much love,

2011-09-04T02:52:00.002+08:00

To the sender of the message,
Sometimes i just think that maybe there isn't any passion left in this love anymore. I get really sick and tired when we quarrel over and over again, over small stuffs and honestly, there were times when I feel like giving up, doing nothing to salvage whatever that is left. Always having the thought of why cant he just give in to me/ why cant you just coax me, dont get impatient. However, each time when I feel like letting go, I remind and ask myself ' is this worth breaking up for?', 'what for break up because of this and ended up feeling worse?' At the end of the day, the reason is never strong enough for me to let go. What a waste if all the good things come to an end too right. Of course there will always be good and bad things happening to couples, it's just that how we/they manage it. Hence,I hope that he never gives up on this and at times when he feels like it, think of how I have come around for all the time and deep down for me, the reason is you. The sick and tiredness maybe do not come from quarrels but the ache from it. Cannot deny that I was really happy when you mentioned how are we going to be like when you enter army. Talking about how insecure you might get, talking about how likely we will be the one for each other, talking about how you care about my well-being. I feel blessed, happy because maybe for the first time, you made me feel I am this important.

with ferry much love, this is worth fighting for <3

2011-09-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

Today/Yesterday (3/9) was the grand opening for H&M. I did not have any intention of visiting it seriously because of the big crowd. I have no idea why would I still hit town and really, from my heart, it was a bad decision made. The long queue awaits right from the moment I got out of 313 and gosh, it was drizzling but still there was just insane amount of people queuing just to go into that shop. Imagine all the way from H&M, round about queue to 313. They have no idea how they were causing the whole street to have human traffic.We squeezed our way through and when we were near Cineleisure, we saw hot H&M models. So I took a couple of pictures of the guys. My favourite one is the guy posing with his right hand, touching his neck. Didn't want to take the girls, just in case, the inferiority, insecurity, lack of confidence and the plunging down self-esteem. LOL. The girls were hot, really. One of them resembles Taylor Swift and another one who is obviously too pretty to be an Asian. Not a too bad trip though.

Anw, new trick taught. This pose always reminds me of the poodle that was abuse in Malaysia. We did not hit Kobe at all okay. It's all using treats(:
Some random pictures;

with ferry much love,

2011-08-29T01:49:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Im suffering from tummy ache after eating kimchi noodle at this hour;/ Secretly burping away the bloatedness because I do not want Edric to smell me from his table. I hate burps more than farts, seriously. Farts smell are more predictable than to burps agree? Whenever someone burps, I feel 'wow, have you just tasted vomit or something?' and when I have no idea where is the smell coming from, I will be like, 'what's this stench manzx, I want to vomit' but when someone farts, you know that that's a fart and nothing else because there is just isn't a wide range of it, in terms of the smell.
Anway, event job has ended. Came across so many doctors from different countries and honestly the some content of their talks are gross and they really further explain why do I fear giving brith. By the way, the doctors are either gynaecologist or obstetrician. One of the talks showed the complication during a cervical surgery. It is super scary because there was a lot of blood that was oozing out profusely and it 'flooded' the entire internal body. Imagine how gross is it okay. Came to realise that most of the doctors are male and there was this handsome one. He is 38 years old but he looks like 28 years old, probably younger. He is rich, single, charimastic, well-spoken and intelligent ( doctor lei, hoe can not be intelligent) but according to the organiser who I was working with, she said, ' He is good in everything on the outside so what. If were to judge him by his outlook, he will pass all but his character, personality fail him ttm. God is fair.' Yes, God is fair because he never makes a perfect one. Apparently, he walks like gay and I think he is one too.
2 years ago, I looked like these ( long hair, sigh)

Alright, tunring in. Goodnight!(:

with ferry much love,

2011-08-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so tired from work. Probably not just because of work but the insufficient sleeping hours too. My job scope was to actually ensure that the audience have the correct pass so they can gain access to the lecture hall but in the end, I just stood there to open the super heavy door for the people. Not very sure how heavy the door is, but yknow, I have to use both hands with my legs in a scissor-like position and use bull energy to pull it opened. Okay, just imagine each time when you pull open the door, you almost will sprain your wrist. Will not be surprise if I suffer from muscle ache tommorow. Frustrated to be like a coolie so yeah, chit chat/laugh/sing song/la kopi for the rest of the day. Another 2 more days:( God.

with ferry much love,

2011-08-24T18:57:00.002+08:00

I seriously miss my longer hair. Walao, I really dont know what I have been doing to myself luhh. Why isn't there constant reminder, reminding me how longer hair suits me better? Over these 2 years, lesser hair, fatter body, uglier face. Seriously what have I done to myself manzxz. Sian. Someone please remind me the next time okay, dont just tell me, show me these pictures to convince me. I need people to convince me because each time when I feel like snipping my hair, I really want to do it. No heavy reason on why should I not, so yea, show me these;

Okay, Im craving for TCC salmon mentaiko pasta. Tsk:( I'm so hungry

with ferry much love,

2011-08-24T00:51:00.005+08:00

OHEY:D
Let me sum up whatever that had happened recently. To begin with, this is Kobe in the car. We intended to bring him along for dinner at Chomp Chomp and only to realise, no pets are allowed into that entire area. One old man came up to me and reminded, ' You better take him away. Kena caught have to pay fine you know! 400 dollars hor.' We then shifted to sit outside the hawker and the moment I sat down with Kobe inside my bag, he barked non-stop. Everyone was staring so I really bo bian but to bring him out of that place. Initial thought was to send him back to the car (anw, we won't be eating for long what) and once we placed him inside it, he began whining. The window was wind down just in case he needed the ventilation and because of it, everyone could hear him from the outside eh. We looked at him and he looked at us with some innocent look and he just could not stop whining. In the end, everyone took turns to bring him for a walk.
Pictures taken when he was in the car;

Just the next day, we sent him for grooming. Personally, I like him with short hair. I think I'm quite attracted to short hair male (boys with short hair is good, with braces is better). Lol so this was that night after grooming, he came back feeling so sleepy. I tried to wake him up but to no avail so I asked my brother to hold him up to take a picture. You see, even when we carry him up, he did not open his eyes at all.

Then I got my brother to blow his face;
then I scream his name;

After Kobe cut his hair, my favourite boy cut his too(: Liking him to style his hair up like ar go go.

Alright, I start off my 2 months long holiday attending Declan's shower . Honestly, I have no idea how should I spend this holiday. I dont want to waste even a day of it. All my friends are still preparing for their papers and I have nothing much to do. Kay, see pictures.

Have you seen this killer in bathrobe, roaming around MBS. Yes, he's the one if you ever see one. hahaha, my tummy really ached when I saw hime doing all the stunts.

I love the below picture<3

One of the days when I visited ECP, to have a look at some dogs carnival.
Anyway, anyone know where's my camera? You see all the lousy quality picture. I lost interest in taking pictures awhile ago, so all my cameras have been at home. When I have the urge to bring them out again recently, I can't seem to find my digital camera! Goodness:( Okay, let me find it tomorrow when I do some cleaning kay.

with ferry much love,

2011-08-06T21:37:00.003+08:00

Taken during his birthday celebration;

Hello! As much as I want to blog as frequently, I cant/dont. Because, is either I am too busy to do so or I have got no pictures. Right now I have some time and pictures to spare so why not right. The semester is coming to an end, means lots of deadlines to meet. Hence, busy doing those work now. Besides having to attend class just to pull up my attendance rate, I have been busy for Edric's birthday too. This year is simple, dinner food cake movie company present (DC shoes) and nothing else. It's always nice to hear him say, ' many more birthday to celebrate with you' and of course to know that he actually appreciate my presence. (;
Yada yada. Something in mind, what if you realise that your partners have been checking out on thier ex gf/bf or your friends? No matter blogs/fb/twitter or wahtever. And then, he doesnt even check in to any of your sites.

with ferry much love,

2011-07-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so guilty now because I lied to Kobe. I am so used to playing my family members' voice to him whenever they are not around then I find it cute to see him trying to find them out. After tonight, I doubt I will do it again. Like normal, I played my second brother voice just now. Then Kobe, went to the door and waited. He then jump on the walls, trying to reach the window to see if my brother is outside. I tried to distract him by taking out his snacks. Normally, he would get so hyped up upon seeing food. Tonight, abnormally, he did not. He stayed at the door and started whining. Then, he tried to stand as long as possible just to look ou tof the window. You see, I very guilty now. Shit. Going to let him sleep on the bed tonight to make up for it. Lol.

with ferry much love,

2011-07-25T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hi, Im doing work in school now.

School work has been so stressful. Come to think about it, there is nothing good happening in July. Seriously, from 1st July till now, I haven't experienced anything that I think I can be happy with. Plus Im sick for like 10 days already. Assignments here and there that I have to be worried of and the chances of being debarred from examination hall. So it's like, got MC also need to come school for attendance, got to pretend to be good in class so that I get more participation marks, got to stay back after school to work on assginments. Seriously, grades arent fantastic at all. So after all assignment that I really am trying hard to rush, I go home and bor bi that my name will be scraped off from the debarmenr list. Wondering why do I love skipping school so much? Is either I learn nothing from school or the hours are just to short that I cannot be bothered to waste the time on travelling. Honestly, on one hand, I know I will graduate with some ' cannot-go-local-u-grades' so I dont really care how much I score but on the other hand, I dont want my result slip to look bad you know. Aiya, just let me go through these and I promise I will be good girl from next sem onwards.

This is Kobe and I on a random night. Was ready to sleep but he didn't want to.

Okay, till then.

with ferry much love,

2011-07-17T15:02:00.002+08:00

Hi. How's my bkk/msia trip right? I went only bkk in the end. Guilty to say so because I told my lecturer that I was going to Msia for the sake to pay a visit to my cousin yada yada. Maybe I have gotten my punishment for skipping school to have fun. First, I did not enjoy the trip. Much time was spend on travelling as our five stars hotel is located somewhere out of the city. Time spent on travelling was much longer because bkk is famous for it's bad traffic jam. Secondly, I didn't have the chance to try para sailing, one of the things I look forward to before going. We did not have enough pax to go with so we cancelled it;( Thirdly, not surprising, I met with those dirty thing in the hotel room. We were all waiting to get inside that room and then we encountered the first problem; we have problem unlocking the door with the key they gave us. So one of my colleagues went down to the lobby and got the key changed. While waiting for her outside the hotel room with two others, I was probably thinking too much or just being sensitive, but on my part I did hear people laughing. Not sure if the laughter was coming out from inside the room or what but I did hear and it's laughter of more than one. After we opened the door, we could not activate the lights. You know when you slot your card inside the sensor thing, all the lights are suppose to on automatically? It didn't. We tried over and over again and since they were trying, I made the first move to inside the hotel room. So right then, I was waiting for them and was facing the main door. When the light starts to flicker and lightened the whole room, I saw hand prints on the door. It was baby's hand prints. I didn't know what to do but just, keep my head down. bla bla bla. So we returned the keys and breakfast coupon to the receptionist and had our room changed. The next morning, when we were all ready to go out for shopping, we found the haunted room keys and breakfast coupons back inside one of the colleagues bag. Very scary right. Okay, I scared until I really almost cried. Couldn't stop trembling okay. Anyway, Im back here in one piece and that's what I was always hoping for in bkk. LOL.
Coming back to Singapore, I'm starting to worry about school matter. Absence rate, warning letter and assignment grades. Can't wait to get back to school and see the situation. OKAY PLEASE KILL MY BAD FLU.

with ferry much love,

2011-07-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

I will be away for almost a week, starting from tomorrow.Can you believe that I havent started packing any shit? And I have got a flight to catch at 10 am. Means, I got to be there at 8 and get up at 6 plus. Im still battling with, 'Should I bring luggage or not?' Okay, it's like if I dont bring, I dont want to be carrying 15 kg hand carry because it's just too heavy to handle. And if I do, the luggage weighs alot too, eating up the kilos that I can bring back. Not sure if Im going to buy a lot but just in case right? Another thing, Im worry that flight will delay and there will be riots bla bla. I dont know if it's the excitement or the worries that is causing my tummy to ache sooo much.
Okay, Im going to turn in quite soooon. Anything, twitter see me okay. http://twitter.com/#!/adrenalinek

Suddenly feel like smelling softlan-.-

with ferry much love,

2011-07-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

I dont know why my boyfriend keeps thinking that Im cheating on him. It's kind of sweet when I see him all jealous and nothing else. But you know, there will be a barrier if he keeps thInking this way right. Ever since the night we thrashed things out, my heart will not be able to stand the heartbreak if we are apart. So yeah, the last thing I will do is to cheat on you. Be sure about this(;

with lots and lots of love to you,

2011-07-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

I think my day cannot get any worse. To start off with, I overslept today and skipped class. So as I was lying on the bed thinking about attendance, calculated that attendance's quite low already. So I got up and prepared to go get MC. On the way there, the car jerked and my milk spilled onto my shirt. Milk smells super yucky to me la and I have to be stained with that smell throughout the whole day. When I got to the clinic,the last registration falls right in front of me. So I decided to walk to my center under the hot sun. I was thinking, if I were to take only one bus stop, it would be quite a waste of money right. In the end, I got lost. Yadayada, the day got worse when my teacher advised me to redo one of the activities in my learning corner. I where got time and it's really a waste of money. I spent lik 25 bucks just on one activity and the budget was 50 for five! So I decided to just leave it and back to polyclinic to take MC. I waited for god damm 2 hours. SIGH. Actually wanted to fake one right then while I was waiting, my gum suddenly hurts again. I think it's the wisdom tooth. While waiting for my turn, I was wondering how is that possible that my field supervisor did not contact me at all. Then I realised there's something wrong with my connect mail account. I meassaged the supervisor and then she thought I was giving excuses to delay deadline lo. sian ttm, I submitted early lei. After getting home, looking like all tired, I still have to do some packing;( Finally, thought it was the end but no. When I was having dinner with Prince and friends, errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Someone text and he got quite upset so I got quite upset too eh:(
Aiya, my day seriously sucks ttm.

2011-07-02T18:05:00.002+08:00

I feel like a free bird now though I still have some more assignment. Lesson plans seriously giving pressure. Anyway, Im thinking if I should skip school for bkk or msia. So is either go msia or go bkk. I actually have been looking forward to bkk trip but then because of election, I tend to hesitate a bit. Eventually, feeling all right about bkk trip but something sad happened back in Malaysia. My cousin's one month old baby got virus infection and unfortunately, go to leave this world. It's really depressing to hear that piece of new from my mother. Though my mother and I have not seen the baby before, we still feel sad about it. My mother was even choking on her words when she was telling me. Though nothing can be done anymore, my mom feels she should still go back. Now, Im struggling. Should I accompany my mom or head to bkk trip. We have paid everything for the bkk trip and I dont want to waste it. On the other side, it has been quite long since I visit my relatives too. Sian.
I have been working on Maths learning coner assignment. Basically is to design a maths corner for my children in the center eh. Almost done and Im quite satisfied with the quality(;

The day at USS. I know cannot even tell is USS right. We were super lazy eh.

2011-06-27T01:40:00.002+08:00

I just finished making two sets of playing materials and just two sets take almost 9 hours? I think it's insane because I still have three sets more to make. My back is aching and vision is blurry. I hate it when I have to do work and then I start to sympathise myself to be in this plight. Sounds funny right? Whenever Im going through a hard time, rushing through deadlines, I feel like I deserve it because I always chiong last minute yet at the same time, I sympathise myself because I have to sacrificed those leisure time. Anyway, Im quite contented with what I have made for the children luh. They better not spoil it and also, be smart to know how to play them. Oh yeah, my mother say she want to write complaint letter to the school because she thinks that I have been doing shitty work given by NgeeAnn ECH. Hmmmm, I do agree to certain extent.
Alright, Im going USS tomorrow. I dont know why Im least exctied but still, since I skip school for it then make full use of it. Hungry at this hour. Gonna sleep my hunger away>(
P/S the above picture is Edric's bed. teeheee.

with ferry much love,

2011-06-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hello(;
Just got back from supper. So nice to be spending carefree and boliao time with good friends. Wonder how much of boliao time I can fork out in time to come. When we all grow up, who knows right? So, gotta enjoy being young and boliao now. Right now, Im looking for an assignment descriptor, which I dont know which course does it belong to. I need to start working on the assignment tomorrow. So the plan is to get up before 11am and go to the nearest popular and have all the required materials in hands. Then Im gonna start working whole day long, from 1pm onwards. I hope the plan won't fail as I really have no time left. Going USS on Monday, compilation on Tuesday and deadline is on Wednesday. I cannot breathe, I cannot stop playing and I cannot focus. I need to breathe, I need to stop playing for awhile and I totally need to focus and use time wisely. So, crossing my fingers and hoping tomorrow won't fail me.
Alright, this few days have been really warm. It's like, I start to perspire right after bath and feeling sticky all over before I go to bed. Hence, the need to have a good rinse before sleeping.
Im so sleepy right now. Yawning non-stop. It's good that Im feeling sleepy already. Sleep now and get 8+hours of sleep so that I will be able to fight with time when Im up.
Goodnight and enjoy the last day of holiday!

with ferry much love,

2011-06-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

I went for a little shopping trip today and I had Aglio for lunch at TCC. I bought a few little things but that's not important and not what I want to say. I want to say, I got scam totally totalllly. ARGH.
I wanted to buy something that are going 3 for 16 bucks. So there were two shelves there, one stating 'buy 2 and above with 20%discount' and the other one,' buy 3 for 16'. As the two shelves were selling the same things then I thought it meant the same isn't it. It's like you buy 2 you get 20% but if you buy 3 then it will be 16 bucks la. So I picked one from the 'buy 2 yada yada' and 2 from the 'buy 3 for 16'. In the end the amout I paid was 31 bucks. I was confuse in the head like, ' huh? why not 16 bucks?' Upon checking the receipt, I realised I bought that one piece for 13 bucks and the two for 18 bucks, which the latter should be buy 3 for 16 bucks. Stupid or what right. I paid more and get less. Haiya, Edric said it's lesson learnt. Why the Malay tranny cashier no tell me!?!?!?!?!?!?! I paid more get less lei. BLAAAAAAAAA, NVM. OVER ALREADY. I cut hair and did nails today. Feels good to get things done.
Today is a 'xin qing bu hao' day but also, happy time spent together with Prince la.

with ferry much love,

2011-06-23T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hello(: I have so many things to do in hands. Gotta, do nails, dye hair, cut hair, bring Kobe for grooming and for injection, need to buy his food and snacks and do apply for his license. Speaking of the latter, I was applying his license online. I finished filling up the troublesome application form and upon clicking the 'submit the final' button, I at least expected it to proceed to somewhere right. That site just got stuck there for who knows how long manzx. After trying and trying and further trying, I decided to just shut down the computer and bathe. Then I got mad at myself for shutting down because I will still be using it after bath what. Argh, so disorganized.

Anyway, Kobe is a naughty boy. He always pee pee on everyone's bed, put his backside on people's face when they are sleeping, bites all the things, barks like none's business in the middle of the night and his hair grow super fast. Im always angry at all the things that I have mentioned. I scared neighbour complain and aside from complaints issue, there's another annoyant. I always got to bring him for grooming which is super super troublesome;/ I want him to have long hair for once to see how he really looks like but thinking that he might feel hot or get sick more easily because of unhygiene, I want to bring him for a cut. He makes me worry whenever he emo, dont eat, keep sleeping, drops hair , slight coughing and even bark. I think he can see ghosts. HAHAHA. However, no matter how much he irritaes me, I cannot get angry for long. I dont hit him and scold him like I mean it. Once I see his super cute face, I cannot bring myself to.
This is my naughty boy,

See, he's very lazy toooo. Used to be on his fours when eating. Now, he even lie on the floor and eat.

Okay, Kobe is sleeping already. I miss having chit chat sessions with good friends. Time seems to fly and there is never-ending until someone says, ' got to go' and etc.
Im glad and appreciate boyfriend and close friends can hang out together, without feeling awkward or anything stressful. You know, it's like I dont even have to think who will be left out or who should I entertain. It's just behaving and feeling normal. This is the first company who makes me feel this way and probably it's because I know Matt before Edric so when Edric and I got together, it was so much easier to mingle with his friends who are my friends too. It is just to build a better relationship. And then, Germaine was introduced to me by them. We can get along and that is just, she's nice enough for me to open up to her. Below is one of the occasion when Matt, Edric, Germaine and I were slacking at Starbucks

Okay, ending this lengthy post with my haggard/old/mature/cute face.
Goodnight!

with ferry much love

2011-06-18T14:21:00.003+08:00

See my dark circles>( I think I look super old. If you were to know, I have really thin hair. Hair as in not just the hair on the scalp. I think this thin hair thing is in the genes or somethings luh. My eyebrows, my eyelashes, hair and so on.. Of course, having thin hair has it's pros and cons. As a girl, having hair that seems obvious on hands and legs get irritating and troublesome isn't it? You always got to shave or whatever and the more you shave, the thicker the hair grows. I dont have such troubles because I have very very very fine hair that you will only see them when you pay close attention to. However, having thin/fine hair on the scalp can be quite errr. I love thick and volumised hair. So sexy right then you can play with your hair tie it in so many different ways. I also wish for longer and thicker brows and lashes>( I say it is in the genes because I can barely see hair on my mum's hands and legs even when I pay really close attention to it. But she got quite thick hair, lashes and brows. And for my dad, he has really fine hair. So I got a bit from both. Haiya, Im worried because at this age I have fine hair then maybe 10 or 20 years down the road, I may have no hair! :(
Yadayada, did I say I met good friends yesterday? It was a sweet one, lol. Okay, no more nonsense. Im going to get prepared and go eat TCC with my prince ( Dont yuck at this word or get jealous or whatever. I like can or not huh. If you find it disgusting then dont read. )

with ferry much love,

2011-06-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

God, save my eyebags when Im sleeping. I dont want to be sulking over them eh:(
Anyway TCC having 1-1 main course. I love their aglio so much that I always think about it when it is lunch time. Heheh. Alright. Gonna sleep like now so god can save the eyes right.

with ferry much love,

2011-06-16T23:05:00.004+08:00

POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP.
Im having diarrhea beacuse of the laksa and otah I guess? Oh yeah, you know I could not sleep the whole night yesterday because, my mind could not stop thinking about mahjong, alien and ghosts. Just as I was about to sleep (4am?), it started pouring so heavily and the air con container started making weird noise. It was Scary. I chicken, no ball.

I was talking to this girl just now and totally miss the time when we used to talk more than today. It's just not that bad right, after all we still talk and at least on my side, I dont feel awkward. It's really hard to strike a balance out of everything. Who comes first and so on, it's so hard to decide . Plus you don't want to waste the space for somone who dont want to put you first as well right. We are that selfish la, come on.

with ferry much love,

2011-06-16T01:10:00.003+08:00

I feel like a sick cat right now. Heavy head, red face, nausea and empty stomach. Not going to eat at all because I promised to slim down. But I just drank java chips and ate pizza hut. Bullshit manxz. Im so jealous of pretty girls. Pretty girls also mean, slim girls right? Bonus point kicks in when they got thick hair. So far during the holidays, I have been playing mahjong and losing almost everytime. Why like that huhuhuhuhuhuhuh! I dont like lei. Hopefully after I voiced this out, the bad luck will just go away. Got to work tomorrow. Totally not in the mood manzxz. Well, bobian. Bye.

with ferry much love,

2011-06-15T01:24:00.003+08:00

Hello(:
I was really very busy with school work last week. Staying till 9pm in school just to get started with work. Being motivated by friends and keep on going too because of friends. I dont even know when was the last time I was so cuaght up with school work. Anyway, school work is over ( temporary) and here comes the 2 weeks holiday. Not long at all but still very grateful for this mini holiday. At least get to wake up late and sleep until shiok right. I always promise myself not to burn midnight oil for last minute work but the accumulated laziness just overcomes it. And then, always one day before deadline, I start cursing and swearing. Favourite phrase will always be ' do until I want vomit already'
Alright, I caught 3 movies this week. Hangover2, super 8 and Lada Land. Honestly, I still feel scared after watching Lada Land:( Hangover 2 was alright probably not superb cos the plot was kind of predictable. Super 8 quite interesting but got stupid ending. yadayada.
Having lots of cravings and most of them are satisfied already. Just went to eat bakuteh with my favorite people. Heheh. Sleeping time soooooooon!

KOIKOIKOIKOIKOIKOIKOI.

Anyone miss him? I just cleared his shit la. Super fury then the shit got stuck;/

Hi, introducing my act-cool boyfriend<3 I really never never want my r/s to be in a mess. Honestly, maybe someone out there can be better and treat me nicer but I just want to be with you, through thick and thin. ' I cant promise you a perfect relationship but I can assure you that as long as you are trying, I am staying.'

with ferry much love,

2011-06-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy>( Cant wait for the holiday honestly. I spent my day today sleeping and watching 'Ghost'. It's supposed to be a romance but watching with Edric lee is >>>> HMM ( you might want to think twice because he turned it into a comedy-.-) Right now, Im holidng cute Kobe on my laps. Poor him, sleep got to be on hold. HAHAHA. Having monopoly deal frenzy again;/ Goodnight!

with ferry much love,

2011-06-01T14:43:00.003+08:00

Hello, this is pretty much an overview of waht I have been doing.

Im in the centre now and there is nothign for me to do. Anyway, still feeling the jittery because I havent implemented my lesson plan..... Kinda pack for the week. Just got to know that I needa hand in an assignment tomorrow, which I have not even started:( Procrastination FTW.

Bye!

with ferry much love,

2011-05-31T21:39:00.003+08:00

I am happygurlrozx93@homeil.com.
Lol. Im too worried for tomorrow's implementation. I hope it all works well and children, please be super nice please. That's the only worry I have now which is good right because after tomorrow, I will feel like a free bird but still, gotta work my ass off for the pile of assignment. So many things to be done with so little time. I always look forward to weekends where I can just ignore everything and chillax. Hehehe.

Mini celebration at Junction 8, 2011

6 in 9.

Cute Kobe sleeping(:

Aww, the below conversation got me smiling to myself.

Looking forward to June holiday and hopefully, cruise trip with my king.

with ferry much love,

2011-05-30T10:04:00.003+08:00

Plugging music into my ear - the day you went away.
Honestly cant get bothered with waht is going on in the classroom. Lol. Anyway, I was trap in the toilet a few days ago. It was super scary because;
- It's midnight
- The air con container seems like it was going to explode anytime.
- The lock really cannot open lei so the only way out is to climb out of the toliet window which is three level high.

Edric actually came by the toilet window, wanting to rescue me but he stepped onto the aircon pipe which caused lots of hot air. He ran all the way back to the room and I was all alone again. So is like, I scared he run and falls and when he's safe, I scared explosion. the container is right outside the toilet window. Aiya, lazy to type. Just very terrified:( In the end, prince to the rescue la^^
Im hungry. Super hungry. Hoping to have koi later. Blurppppppppppp..

Happy 18th Birthday Baby Girl, Thanks for staying through, staying on. You know I love you and thanks for loving me so much too(: Here's a picture to tell you I miss taking tons with you. Dont be mad when I dont pick up your call even if I dont call back. But you know, I will, it's just a matter of time and and and the trick is, dont stop calling ;p

2011-05-25T00:12:00.004+08:00

Hello hah, Im back. Back on twitter, tumblr and formspring(: Kinda want to restrict myself from playing mahjong for at least like two weeks? LOL. I know that's not even a goal but I have been playing almost everyday. My dark circles are obvious even in the dark la. Eyebags can carry you too-.- Trying to improve complexion thus the restriction. Lots of assignments to be due sooon. Bye!

with ferry much love,

2011-05-15T12:31:00.002+08:00

'It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show'

For us, I will and I am willing to. Thank you for feeling the same way too. Just in case that I didn't put it across to you so obviously, Im really thankful that you are changing because of me and for us.

with ferry much love,

2011-05-03T23:37:00.004+08:00

Oh Hello, I have completely lost track in keeping records of life here. Let me see awht to start with. The above pictures were taken on our 2nd year. The last picture was actually a very nice picture. The split second that I snapped, we almost had an accident. That explains why the facial expressions. Oh yeah, I feel like a complete banglah to the school la. Because I have to go work for a center every wednesday, from 9am-6pm and best part is, free of charge-.- It's super annoying to be facing children eh. It's fine when there's only a few. A few means less than 5. But imagine ten over children with different kind of needs/personality and the careful attention that I have to give under any circumstances. First, it's super stressful because it holds the most cr3edits in my module ( If Im not wrong.) . Second, it's super tough because you never know what to expect right. What if the child PMS or something. Third, it's not something that I have neutral feelings about it, it's something that I honestly dislike:( Aiya, I can see that Im going to dread myself to any center for the next two years lo. Anyway, tomorrow is the first day in a new center. I hope it will all be great. Anyway, I kinda miss my grandparents now:( I met my aunt yesterday, like after going a decade. She still seems to be so caring. I know I have grown up a lot because as time goes by, I realise that all kinds of family ties hold a very important place in my heart. That kind that you know, if you were to lose it means losing a part of you.

with ferry much love,

2011-04-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

I think I look different already. Because I have aged:( Anyway, I think I looked good with side bangs. Lol. Please stop my face from growing older. Isit me or waht? I think I always look different in pictures. Not just pictures with real life, but also amongst pictures. with ferry much love,

2011-04-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hello waht are you looking at? I know so fat and all right, plus the fact that I really looked like a fierce boy. Posting because my shirt super cute, I personally think so la. So that was when Im around 10 months? I was super huge all the way till two year-old then I became very petite till 5/6 then I got round again. So round till the extent that my primary school teacher had to ask my mom to give me only 50 cents for school everyday. That's so embarassing. As round/fat/chubby/bug as I am/was, I have never been in tough club, which is something that Im amaze for. So I became very skinny again when I was in primary 5 and 6. Since 11/12 year-old my height till right now has only increased by at most 2cm but the weight, hmmm. The fastest phase of my life was when 2 years ago. I was ahem, 59 kg;( so being this tall, from 45 kg to 59 kg is very scary. Lol. Alright, still im glad that I have shed off the extra 9 kg la. Argh. Need to shed more pleasesesess. Work on body , work on complexion. Alright, enough nonsense. Bye! My iPhone has got problem after only 4 days. BIG NONO MANZXZ.

with ferry much love,

2011-04-08T01:34:00.003+08:00

I know I have grown up when I start to get worry because I cannot get my mother at times, worrying about her well-being. Lol. And of course in many ways. Im so sleepy right now. Off to beddddddddddddd.
p/s cant wait to have a good swim (not under the hot sun though)

with ferry much love,

2011-04-06T20:04:00.007+08:00

This is a proper post on my 18th birthday. Like I have said, it's no big deal right. Still surprisingly, it's the best birthday so far. Perhaps, because I didn't expect much.
31st March with this bunch of people.

Went to turf city to eat some not-so-nice buffet/steamboat. Feeling nice with the people around me but not the food. Challenged darts and loser got to dance. Imagine me being the first who had the total score of 13points, totally got the loser feeling la. But in the end, I'm the last 3. Considered quite pro already hor! HAHA. Went to slack at Starbucks and when past midnight, Edric came over and surprise (I expected to see him though) me with the cake and present:D

Thankew you people who tried to surprised me at home. Blame Jason for telling me^^
Me love the shoes and the companion to bits.
Dajie actually wanted to surprise me as well so she messaged mom asking if I'm going to celebrate with any of my friends. My gullible mum called to ask me-.- Obviously if she didn't want it as a surprise, she would have messaged me straight right. I called dajie back and told her that I would not be back that early but she said it was okay to meet latee. So edric drove me to her house area and tada!!!!!! I was uberly surprised to see Kian Meng and Vincent. Who knows when was the last time we met one another. Happier because, it was the first time for such combination ( Dajie, vincent, kianmeng and me:D) And off we go for my virgin successful kite flying.

It flew all the way up up up, the highest it could:D
Sat down and did a lil catch up here and there and, tadaaaaa!! First time seeing shooting star from the corner of my eyes! Then, took picture like crazy of us. Went to eat and got home at around 6am.

Thankew for planning so many first time for me<3

So I got up after 3+ hours to get ready for the next celebration with edric. I was equally pleased that we are not going town and plus, we are going to the zooo zooo zooo. Pardon me for being so vain (tights and heels in zoo). He totally didn't drop hints to me of where we were going. I secretly felt so sweet inside me because he's not that kind who will expose himself to the sun. It was really fun at the beginning and after like half the time walking under the hotter sun, I feel so sad. LOL. Went home after eating ice cream to bathe and nap and then for a better meet up with him again! Headed to town for dinner. See, we will never escape town. I didn't mind this time cos we were just going for dinner. I love eating there:D

Thanks for making the effort to think of a different way to make me feel special on this special day of mine. And also sacrificing. To me, it may be a small sacrifice but I know to you, it's kinda like big<3

3rd Apr: Met this jinot and went facial together at Adonis. Time passed super fast and it was soon dinner time at Marche! Went to fill our very hungry stomach and thank you for the treat baby! Unplanned Majong then at Huimin's house and that's midnight already. I told you it was fast!

4th April: Met up with the usual here and then roam around town. Had dinner at Brotzeit and had lots of fun with the water and food. We didn't waste because loser eat the remaining. Again, carried on with the fun at leekoon's house. We are forever and ever nonsensical as long as we are together but I really love the way we hang out together, appreciating one another's precious companion (since it's so hard to arrange a time).

5th April:

You can see I went to Uss. It was really a very tiring day. Nothing to say about this trip because it is a fun place to take picture with. I enjoyed all the way till this morning. Stayed over at Matt's house, intention was to drink and have fun but everybody KO-ed.

Honestly thank all the people who have participated in any way. I think this birthday has really been a great one with so many first time.
First time:
- Success kite flying
- Seeing shooting star
- Eating Marche
- Eating Brotzeit
-Going Adonis
-Going USS
-Being 18th, feeling surprised.
I have enjoyed my 18th for like a week already, still feeling happy. Thank you people!

2011-03-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

Hello hah, still cannot decide on what to do on my birthday. I know this may sound a bit irritating but being 18 is really no big deal. It's all about growing old and sadly, feeling old too. Anyway, have been neglecting this white space cos http://adrenaline-k.tumblr.com/ and http://www.formspring.me/adrenalinek are moer interesting(: Till I see you here again. Bye!

2011-03-13T13:48:00.002+08:00

At times, I really wonder how much do I worth in you. HAHA.

2011-03-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

I came up with a list of things that I think I would love to get them on my birthday. This is just random. Just in case you have no idea what to get me. I would love to have,
- Anything that I can use or wear. (e.g, watch, bag(big handbags for me only), dress, camera, shoes(brikenstock), nice notebook, accesories bla bla bla)
- Anything that Kobe can use/wear/play/eat.
- Shin Crayon Dvd collection
-Polaroid films ( come to think about it, they are really expensive)
- eyebrow implants hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha, if you were to notice, my eyebrows are really thin and light:(

And of course, there's no way you should forget a hand made card. If given choices, I would rather have the card than to anything. Don't ask me why get things for my dog. I too sayang him already. hahaha. It's kinda scary that I'm turning 18 because I feel old already. Well, who gets younger each year right? I thought 18 is somewhat a year that you really free yourself and enjoy? How come I can see myself stressing over future things already. I think I am old at heart. Lol. Anyway, I'm still young la. Just going to be at that age whereby I'm going to make more decisions and be more responsible for myself. Not say Im turning 21 right!

with ferry much love,

2011-03-07T01:10:00.003+08:00

Hello Weelo:D
Went swimming today and swam 12 laps before I think I hurt my knee. It's like whenever I walk now, there's a vein(?) 'clicking' away. Very lousy, I know. Back to jogging for this week. Honestly, I prefer swimming to jogging. Bloody man, jogging makes everybody lose their breath la. Anyway, I am still pretty satisfic with myself. Before I go non-stop on this whole exercising and losing weight thing, I better start something else. Actually only show show pictures la. Lol. My bro's POP.

Alright, I have no idea how am I losing weight actually beacuse Im going to have maggie noodle now:D Goodnight!

with ferry much love,

2011-03-03T22:55:00.004+08:00

Hello Hi:D

Just want to show you how cute Kobe is. I'm watching American Idol. Got that sudden strong determination to lose weight and exercise today eh. I hope this urge doesn't get away because I really need to lose weight and I rarely want to exercise ever since I stopped softball. Please push me to run and swim tomorrow morning:D

with ferry much love,

2011-02-28T23:55:00.004+08:00

I'm so lazy to dictate my life here. Anyway, the purpose of blogging to me is just to pen down my memories somewhere so that I can reminiscence whenever. I know I am a bit slow in tracking my life. So these things are things that I haven't blogged about yet. Yes, is a bit outdated. Firstly, valentine's day:D I love it to be simple. I really do not love flowers, especially on valentine's day. It's expensive and super common. I rather receive flowers when there's no special occasion. That's when I will feel special. On top of that, carrying that bouquet of flowers is very troublesome. Yada Yada. I had a short celebration with Edric because I had school that day and the following day. We went town to have dinner and back to his house for gifts exchange. For the first time, I really don't know what's my present going to be. All the time that I received presents, I will think about what are all the possible presents and honestly, I always guess it correctly. Okay back here, you know I always say I like this I like that, till the extent that I don't even know which one I have said that I like before. OKAY He gave me this la.

A thousand pieces puzzle. He did it all by himself okay. IM extra elated because valentines day falls on nearing the end of semester which means lots of projects and assignments to work on. I appreciate that he actually stayed up late and did this and a hand-made card. We rarely go Plaza Sing and on one of those rare moments that we were there, I pointed to him that I like one of the puzzles there. They are really pretty puzzles because they shine. In exchange, I got him this.
He too did not expect this too. Happy when I see him wearing it almost all the time we were out so I guess he really loves it luhh.

Okay, after CNY and valentine's day, slacked through the study week and studied just one day before my paper. Surprisingly, the paper was easy. I can almost hit all the questions right except from MCQs. Blablabla. So the one day after my paper was Matt's sister wedding. What can be more happy than having a great and grand 'party' right after exams right? Making new friends, enjoying good food and having no worries. Had fun throughout the night and got hangover? I wasn't drunk okay. I just felt unwell the next morning.
See all the happy fat faces. I want to party again, with all the right people. HAHA.

Anyway, there are a few things to be done during this short break. HAHA. Holidays are always short what.
-organise all the photo album and upload them
-working towards 46 kg (49 now)
-exercise
- meeting up with friends who I barely see. There are many friends who Im close to but barely meet. Maybe you may think 'like that still close friends meh?' Yes, I swear deep down, I know the feeling of closeness. I must say that, of course there are some friends who if you don't meet, the friendship will become quite awkward in a way that, you think you are still close to each other but deep down you know you are not and yet you still gotta pretend that you all still are. That's being afraid to hurt each other's feelings because you no longer feel the same and afraid if the other party still feels that he/she is close to you, you just don't want to hurt their feelings. So in the end, you just don't know who is there for real. And luckily there are some friends who are real and sincere enough for you to feel them. These are the friends that even if you don't meet for super long, you still can talk your heart out. Yes, I love this kind of friends for their sincerity. I'm sure I know who falls in what category. Alright, rant super a lot already. Time to watch teevee.

with ferry much love,

2011-02-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

I think when I hate someone, I really hate and it doesn't matter who is that person. Screw you very much.

2011-02-20T23:38:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a super long post.

First and foremost, if you were to know me, you will know that I really hate people to be late. I don't get it why people are lacking of punctuality these days which is very annoying. The worst thing that you can do when you are late is when you don't even inform the person that you are going to be late. People who do not inform are total idiots. To me, there's not much of a difference in being late for fifteen or fifty minutes. Not trying to direct this to anyone, I really will get upset if anyone were to make me wait alone, no matter how long. I feel that it is okay, to a certain stand, if I'm waiting in groups. However, I still hate it when the whole group is just waiting for a single soul to appear. Don't ever expect me to be giving you those smiley faces when you are late, even if it means that you've planned the whole day out so perfectly. Once you are late, you ruin half the mood. The thing you should do is to give only an estimated meeting time. So, when you are about to be done or what, you can ring the person up again and then confirm on the specific time when you will not be late. Oh yea, and please, pick up the phone even when you are late and don't give bullshit like you are five minutes away when you just left the house. Okay, the whole point is, I really hate to wait, even in messages.

Now, to a more personal stuff. I am from a broken family. Sad to say, but true enough. I don't know how you people view this but I can say because of this factor, I'm so much stronger than you people out there. I have learnt so much from my mother and had depended on her a lot since I was young. She has never failed to made me feel love and I don't feel empty at all or even miss my father for whatever reason. She is that good to have made me feel that way like, there's no difference in whether or not I have a father. She had taken up the roles as both parents. I would say she is far most, the strongest woman whom I have seen in my life. Recently, she has been very depressed due to the things that my dad had done. In case you are so blur about the whole situation, my mother and father are one the status of 'divorce' but after nearly a decade, they got back again. Seeing my mother weeping over and over again, I feel super affected yet cannot even let myself to show her how helpless I am. Yes, I think I am strong but never strong in front of my mom and I know I can never be.

Alright, enough of all these. Some happy things that have been going on.

This is today (20/2) It has been awhile since we took shots together.

Cafe Cartel

And my growing fat Kobe.

I have cut my hair recently. About 10 cm?

Okay, goodnight.

with ferry much love,

2011-02-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

helllo:D I see no point going to school anymore since it's only that last few lessons for year one. Come to think about it, this one year has been really fast. Not even a tad bit of sadness to think that the coming 2 years will fly equally fast, instead I cannot wait. I just hate Polytechnic kay. Anw, do you know of any pet adoption places? If so, go to my formspring kay or facebook pm me:D Goodnight. Gotta sleep soon so as to get up and go to god damm school:(

with ferry much love,

2011-02-02T12:09:00.002+08:00

Hi, I think I got up too early today which explains why Im here this early. Lol. I knwo not very early la. But I really got up early, considered the fact that I didnt attend school today. I got up at like seven to realise that I wont be able to catch the last shuttle and if I were to go by public transport, sure cannot make it on time for lesson. Hence, I decided not go school and what's more today is new year eve. Im super hungry. Kobe is sleeping on my lap. He is so cute.
Eh, totally no feel for Cny. Steamboat for dinner:D Honestly, the best steamboat=my house steamboat. Happy Chinese New Year.

with ferry much love,

2011-01-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hello. These pictures are kind of like those overdue ones. They were taken on Ed's grandma birthday celebration. See all the happy faces. HAHA. Alright, I was suppose to be doing my assignment but since I can procrastinate a bit, why not right? Has quite a bad night yesterday beacause at only about 11pm, I realised I have got two assignbments to submit today. So now, I shall relax. I strongly believe that my GPA for this semester will drop tremendously which I do not want:( So far the best grade was only a B and only one B? Plus, I dont expect much from all the other leftover assigments la. Okay, whatever. I anyhow blog only.
Okay, see kpo Kobe.

Fyi, he seemed to only understand ' kiss kiss'

Alright, with ferry much love, I hope you wont be frozen due to the freezinggggggggggggg weather. I dont know why but my scalp hurts a bit. Goodnight.

2011-01-26T22:55:00.004+08:00

Here a proper post on what I have been doing and going through. The last post was what? About a month ago? Almost a month and to be exact 24 days.
If you are close enough to me, you will probably know that the thing that has been keeping me so busy is my new family member. A 3months-old puppy, Kobe. Honestly, I didn't expect him to be so cute. You know, I never like Shih Tzu because no matter how you groom it, it never looks good. Botak- the eyes pop out like some goldfish. A lot of hair- looks kinda dirty. But, Kobe differs. He is ultra cute. I'm not saying it because he's my dog but really, I have never seen such cute Shih Tzu in real life.
On the first day, he looks like this:

the second day:

When he's asleep:

When he's being unglam like the owner:

This is today, with me wearing my softball jersey (GEMS) I super miss playing.

I think he grows super fast like superman. The first time some of my friends saw him say he's really small and cute and recently saw him again and they say he's not as cute because he has grown bigger in size and of course, more playful. Taking care of a dog is really not easy. Imagine yourself being woke up by it several times in the night, seeing a pile of shit and urine everywhere in the house ( you get even frustrated when you gotta bend and reach out to clean some places) and all the bitten tissue paper lying all around the floor. Gotta say it's just a few days that makes me want to give it away already. Still having the thought because it is really affecting me when I have insufficient sleep. Anyway, he's cute you. You just got to see it.

Next, I seriously have no idea what I have been doing already. I haven't bought any new year clothing and totally haven't started on any assignments. Shit yea? I guess I just have been cleaning shit. Lol. Eh, Edric and I sorta separated and it was a mutual thing. Whatever it is, we have gotten back 'together' and I hope this gets better. P.S, I don't now what's biting me all over my body. It's itching darn badly. Deep down inside I'm so happy that I can play cheat tomorrow. I feel like shortening my attachment hours myself.
GOODNIGHT! Im so looking forward to holiday.

with ferry much love,

2011-01-02T13:07:00.003+08:00

Hi, the very second 2011 arrived, I kissed Edric Lee. HAHAHAHA. All ready for 2011. Just not ready for school. Omg.

with ferry much love,

2010-12-31T01:10:00.003+08:00

Hi, today marks the last day of 2010. I cant help but to bring out the fact that this year feels like a rather short one, though like all the other years, having 365 days. To recap, it feels that I havent done much throughout the year and it seems that I have accomplish zero thing. Last year, I came out with some lame resoultion. Let's see..

1) To be more beautiful.
2) To be more understanding, especially towards Edric.
3)To balance my extreme precious time.
4)To have fat wads of money in my pockets everyday.
5) Im going to exercise more.
6) Definitely going to read more.
7) Persuade my boyfriend to cut hair.

First, I have become uglier. Thinner hair, fatter body, worse complexion.
Second, seems like i have become a bit more aggressive.
Third, I hardly stay at home
Fourth, got money sure spend one lor.
Fifth, the amount of times can be counted using my fingers.
Sixth, I havent read a single novel.
sevent, yes, he cut several times

The only one I have accomplished is the most useless one lor. HAHAH. This year, Im going to be more realistic and really keep to it. Fingers crosxz. Well, we shall see next year. This is gonna be,

1) Manage my time really well. When I mean managing time well enough, that is still, maintaining all the right relationships, having time for them. I dont want to be staying up in the night to chiong all my project work and stuff. Plus, according to my dad, we are going to have a pet dog. You dont know how happy I am when he told me that. New family member. I will really love to have more time with him which mean i gonna be home as frequently as possible and that means, I will have lesser time for eveything else. In short, have lesser procrastination la.
2) Really exercise and lose some weight. Im 50 kg for goodness lor.
3) Better complexion which means have regular sleeping time and having sufficient of it. Of course, drink plenty of water. Yknow, I hardly drink water now. Like one day not even a cup.

That's all. See, good relationships, good time spent and healthy loooking me. I hope 2011 will be a great one. Im going spend the last day with all the lovely people. Goodnight.

with ferry much love,

2010-12-30T00:39:00.003+08:00

人是善變的.
Hi everybody, Im not asleep yet because Im waiting for Edric to call me once he's in changi airport. Holidays seems to be ticking by so quickly, like I havent even enjoyed it. The first week was pack christmas stuff , these two days spent working and the next few will be for catching up with friends. Where to find time to do assignment? Yet, I dont want to be burning midnight oil when school reopens. Argh, mind-cracking. Suck. Humin recommending online shopping again. I want to buy something but dont have already. By right, Edric should be calling arleady aye. Lol. Okay, byebye.

with ferry much love,

2010-12-26T03:08:00.002+08:00

Hi Christmas is over. New year is coming. 2010 like fast only. Shit, it's like three plus now and I'm not asleep. I have been trying to sleep before one because I don't want to have screwed up body clock. Today me missed sleeping at 1am. Shit. Unhappy. Oh, did I mention that I have put on some obvious weight because of the desire for KFC black pepper chicken? Yes yes, even after my dinner, I order KFC. That's how much I love it. For recent weeks, I think I ate more that 10 pieces of black pepper chicken. Seriously finger licking good. Sidetrack a bit, Jason seems to be in Japan for a little too long already. It has been about 14 days but he still want to extend his stay. Lol. Hard to find ma jiang khaki neh.
Goodnight. Bed bugs, please come to me.
And shit la I really miss Edric leh.

with ferry much love,

2010-12-25T02:03:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmsa Everybody. I hate spending this season near the town area because I feel that I cannot breathe at all. Human beings are being packed like sardine there due to the celebration or sales? So from Monday till Friday, I visited town everyday just to chill with friends and get presents. I never wanted to go town on Christmas eve because I know I know it will be super super pack but I have got no choice because I have not settled all gifts yet. I made a promise like I will leave town before 10pm and who knows, at then I had to queue up to tap my card into the station. Yes, I love Christmas but I don't like to spend Christmas in crowded places and tell me where not pack during all the eves and pb. Just talk about weekends, town will usually be full. Now I'm sitting on my bed feeling all sorts of comfy and typing on this white space. Hmm, I prefer spending Christmas at home or some one's house and preferably with people who are close to me. I spent the later part of this eve with Andre and Hui min sitting in a coffee shop eating mini wok noodles. Speaking of it, I miss Edric. How I wish he's here to spend Christmas with me.

Oh yeah, I wanted post some funny things Edric did right? Last week I was working in Bedok Point and usually I end work at 9.30pm. So he called me at then..
Ed: Hello you end work already?
Me: Haven't lei why?
Ed: Oh I'm at Bedok already.
Me: Huh serious ar? You wait for me ar. I end already call you.
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.
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After less than 5 minutes he called again.
Ed: Hello you at Bedok ar?
Me: Yes, why?
Ed: Serious ar? I'm at bukit batok.

Me feeling so happier and a bit troubled because in between Bedok and Bukit Batok are twenty odds stations-.- In the end, He cabbed down to Bedok Point and we took train back to his place before we headed to eat mini wok noodles. That was already past midnight and hehe, that's our 20th month anniversary (19th dec) . Honestly, I think that's my happiest celebration throughout the 20 months. Yes, how I wish you were here with me today. Merry Christmas Honey<3

2010-12-21T01:23:00.003+08:00

Taken during the celebration of andre's birthday.
Im extremely busy with the hoidays. Till the next time you see me here then which will most likely be after christmas(:
Anyway, I ate Coca for dinner and I seriously think that I had too much. Poot poot already but still feel like vomiting. The roller coaster in the tummy is no joke. BBQ tomorrow and the thought of food makes me annoyed. Told you I had too much food but the crab was good. Oh yeah, fyi, USS tickets are all sold out from dont know when till beginning of January. Me was suppose to go tommorow. Spoiler right. Tsk. I will post something about Edric soooon. It's funny.

with ferry much love,

2010-12-08T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hi, Im scared of tomorrow's lesson plan implementation. If only I could fast forward this week. HAHA. stop dreaming. Bye:D

with ferry much love,

2010-12-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

The 400th post:

Random telepathy on messenger, can you imagine? A short but a happy one<3 Im not quite sure how long this kinda thing will last but yeah, just treasuring what Im having now instead of being a grumpy princess, according to him.

with ferry much love,

this is the 2nd post today. Got to do work now.

2010-12-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

YSL collagen eye mask-belly good (Y)

OKAY, TOMORROW IS A LONG DAY. I should be good and start work now so that I can get a little bit more rest.

with ferry much love,

2010-12-05T15:01:00.002+08:00

My tummy has been aching since yesterday. This weekends have passed so quickly and I think it's because of the countless htings to be done. Since holidays' coming, merely two weeks away, poly students are pack with deadlines to cope with, notes to be studied ( some are still busy compiling them) and test to be dealt with. For me, I have been trying to finish assignments because there's no test at all. One thing that frightens me is, the thought of implementing the second lesson plan. Children are really horrible creatures.
Anyway, xmas is also round the corner. Im so looking forward to it. I have always been saying and still saying, I love christmas and not because of all the gift exchanged but just the ambience(:

with ferry much love,

2010-12-03T00:22:00.003+08:00

You know the kind of feeling like, you dont know when you can really relax even when you are sleeping? That's the kind of feeling Im feeling it now. Imagine like, assignments after assignments and when you finally can get some rest, the new stack just got to come in and take away the thing that I call it freedom. And then imagine again, when you put away the fun and put in the hard work, the result kinda wants to eat you up? I'm referring to my lesson plan. I think I have put in enough to produce a nice lesson plan on paper. When I was implementing it, it was far away from good or even okay. I was feeling darn depress when I ended my own first lesson luh. I have always been mad lucky when it comes to exam and important stuff. The result will somehow be satisfactory even when I dint put in the hard work. But not this time and I wonder why. For this, something that I'm not cut out to be, something that I'm least interested already, I have really discipline myself a bit more than usual. I sacrificed my sleep to do all the shit (not just the lesson plan but also all the compiled work) So when I can finally get some sleep, I have insomnia despite the exhaustion. Instead of feeling proud that I have finished one or two give assignments, I feel stressful thinking about the next one that I'm going to do. Is really miserable to only be able to sleep for less than four hours per day. I mean, that kind like really fall asleep.
If you are wondering why do I have the time to blog, that's because I think I had enough for the past about ten days , and decided to rest and enjoy today. War starts tomorrow. You can totally say so that I'm not cut out to be a teacher and yes, totally, I'm not cut out to be a teacher. I don't deny and I don't feel sad that I'm not.

To lighten the whole thing and not make it sounds so serious, HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
Goodnight everybody, this is not an emo post for goodness sake.
with ferry much love,

2010-11-28T12:41:00.005+08:00

Whaadsuuuup. Im feeling miseable because I couldn't get to sleep last night. Now I have got work to rush. And, tomorrow is Monday. Can totally feel the blues already. Should I create tumblr? Hmmmmm.
I want to feel goood. How ar?

with ferry much love,

2010-11-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

I think I Pms a lot this month. Im still oms-ing. Seriously nothing can please me and almost every little thing annoys me. How can like that?!:( I guess it's because of the little time spent together with my boyfriend and the really pathetic sleeping hours. But yknow, I get upset easily when I get to see Edric too. Feeling super rough inside my heart>(

2010-11-25T00:29:00.005+08:00

Tell me Im not going to be dead due to assignments. Seriously, there's already so much work to be done these two weeks and I thought I oculd like rush through all my work during this e-learing week but heck, stepid NgeeAnn still post work that holds 10% of my grade:( Pressing hard for time. Pressing hard on my brain. Now my tummy is hurting much.
ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, I HAD SOME KIND OF FUN TODAY(:
Went to realx a little bit by wathcuing Harry Potter in town and eating ramen at East Coast.
Loving the time but, yknow, it would have been a really great day if I didnt have to burn the midnight oil yesterday ( has shortened my sleeping time) and today and the need to go school tomorrow.

with ferry much love,

2010-11-23T01:02:00.004+08:00

Hi, this two are my polar albums. One is called the greenyphant and the other is called the plastic-pig. Dont laugh and think the names are lame. Im just going to keep all the pictures taken up there. I will/hope to take a nice picture of my wall filled with all my polar pictures one day. By then I think I would have used up 2 pages of stickers to paste on all individual album. You shall wait for like at least five years because the god darn films are expensive. And, the polar is quite an heavy and bulky thing to be carried around 24/7. Anyway, assignments are eating me inside out. Like, 5/6 things to be done in two weeks? And it's darn horrifying to think about conducting a proper lesson with the 3 plus year-old. Can totally see the cildren misbehaving. Dont hear me like this then think that Im struggling through my work because, I havent even started. Or rather, I actually completed half of a lesson plan and i think it cant quite work out so well piewwww, back to zero. Save me, omg.

with ferry much love,

2010-11-19T01:32:00.003+08:00

This is what that has been cracking my brain. Just treat yourself as a 4 year-old when you are reading kay. Im really not cut out to be a teacher because you know, I dont have that kind of sweet and hyper voice that can capture the attention of kids. Now tell me, this is good enough for a B? I dont know if I will foreget everyhting tomorrow. But this is all what I intend to say. Thanks god that I needn't stay up till like 3am to do these. Anyway, Im still feeling awake at this very moment. It's bad enough to forget and to be amaze that Edric and I are still together for our 19th month. Hahaha. So honey, Happy 19th month to us(:

Hi children, do you have a best friend? What if one day your friend went missing? Will you cry? Today, I'm going to introduce you a book call the ‘ Up and Down’ . It is written and illustrated by Oliver Jeffers.

Once there were two good friends, the penguin and a little boy. They did everything together until one day, the penguin decided to something by himself which is to fly. Though the penguin has a pair of wings, it cannot fly. So together, the penguin and the boy tried all ways to get the penguin flying. But, it all didn’t work until one day, the penguin saw an advertisement and he knew he had found a chance to fly but, .... in a form of cannon ball! The penguin was too excited that it forget his good friend. The next thing the boy knew was that His good friend is missing! The boy looks everywhere for the penguin. during night time, he couldn't sleep because he was too worry and during day time, he will go to places that the penguins will go and then... he saw the same advertisement the penguin saw. He knows he didn’t have much time to get back to his good friend.

Do you know want to know what will happen to them? Is the penguin missing the little boy as much as the boy misses him? And is flying everything that the penguin had hoped? Will the little boy be able find the little penguin at last?
This is a great book to tell you how powerful and important friendship is.

I know the ending kinda ruin the front part. You can actually tell that Im so sick of it alraedy.

with ferry much love,

2010-11-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

IlookFATANDUGLY.

Hi, Im not at all ready for the attachment tomorrow. I cannot stand the long hours yknow. From three hours last sem till six hours this sem. On top of that, I have got one book talk assignment which is due on the coming friday. I have no idea how to even get started. Another assignment to be handed in next week. Lucky me, next week e-learning. But it kinda sucks because I still have to go back to school for two days.
To be honest, I love to smell like Edric. Lol. I know it's darn disgusting.

with ferry much love,

2010-11-14T23:54:00.003+08:00

I have a great day today. What about you? I dont know why but I suddenly want to be rich. Even so, I dont mind earning 5k per month eh. If someone were to give me 5k per month starting from now, I promise to stop schooling;/ HAHA. I have killed one craving today which is xiao long bao. So happy. I met TanWeiEn today. So happy. Huimin's on the plane coming back now. So happy. Im thinking of school tomorrow. So sad that it kills all the happiness.

with ferry much love,

2010-11-14T01:42:00.003+08:00

Ask me anything!
http://formspring.me/adrenalinek
I just created for fun and I have no idea when am I gonna get sick of it.
I didnt get my bak kut teh today. Kena replaced by steamboat which was still good^^

with ferry much love,

2010-11-13T16:05:00.003+08:00

Why do I feel stressful when I have started my work early and not as stressful when I do them at the very last minute. Tsk.
I HOPE I CAN EAT MY BAK KUT TEH LATER(:
Please dont fly me aeroplane hon.

with ferry much love,

2010-11-11T23:38:00.002+08:00

I dont want to get to tomorrow because the day is going to be extremely long. Why go field trip lei? I dont like to see children. Cannot wear this, cannot wear that, might as well wrap like dumpling.
Im happy today. That was darn random. But I really can feel the happiness inside me though nothing much was dont today?

with ferry much love,

2010-11-09T01:01:00.001+08:00

One picture to show that, 'everybody plays a part in keeping a friendship going'
I dont know why Im itching all over!>(

with ferry much love,

2010-11-07T01:02:00.003+08:00

Im trying my best to blog everyday, as you can see. But, I really have got nothing to blog about now. Why not someone just suggest a topic and I will try writing something regarding? Hmmm.
Im quite surprise that me feels sleepy recently at quite early hour like now. Fyi, I always sleep at about what, 3am. In addition to sleeping early, I also come waking up at about latest 11am instead of the usual 1-2pm. Anw, I won about 20 bucks for mj just now. ZZZ. I feel slim whenever I skip a meal and then bonus points come in whenever I resist to eat when Im hungry ( that's because Im lazy)

BE FAIR BE FAIR BE FAIR, LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LA FAT PIG.
Goodnight,
with ferry much love

2010-11-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

'It's really good to hear your voice saying my name, It sounds so sweet'

Here I am typing along thinking if I should go baking tomorrow and, there my brother is, exercising. Where's my motivation to go jogging?:( Alright, picnic tomorrow! Wlao, like that eat eat eat, how to lose weight lei?

with ferry much love,

2010-11-05T00:21:00.003+08:00

Did I mention that I was too tired to even apologise to this guy who I have hit the cock? My mind at then was in a blank state luhh.
Kinda wonder why teevee producer/director/wahtsoever only makes the phone rings for 2 sec long before, ' the subscriber you are calling is currently unavailable. please leave a message after the tone.'
Anyway, Tu Yao Jie = Deepavali
Doesnt Tu yao Jie sound like RenYaoJie?
Thinking of Tu Yao Guai too. LMAO.
Bye, I is going to play mahjong tomolo. Fav. I like.
eyebags heavy like what?
I cannot wait for the next long break already. School sucks and I know I have been mentioning in all the recent posts.
Goodnight!

with ferry much love,

2010-11-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

' We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have'- Frederick Koenig

Beautiful pieces. pretty much edible too!

Okay, the idea of getting a pup is off:( Kinda sad but well, it's okay luhh. I really really dislike school. I was late today and I skipped the first lecture. Then I was sick after the second lecture. Then makan place lor mee sucks ultimately. School, ngeeeannnn, is draining me out totally, just by the journey. I dont know why I feel so sleepy today eh. I was dozing in the bus back home but eh, kinda didnt really fall asleep because I was sitting near the 'aisle' instead of by the window. Needa open my eyes after every stop just to see if the person next to me was getting off the bus. Plus today's weather is another errrr. Humid ttm. My skin kinda want to crack when the sun shone it. You know, Im that kind of person that once I reach home, I wouldn't want to step out anymore? I decided to come home first, before meeting my friends today beacuse I was really tired. I know like tired then dont go out right? Whatever la huh. I could at least get some rest for like half an hour. HAHA.
Anyway, lessons to me are always interesting at the beginning and then after just less than 15 minutes, all the intersting words will just become some fucking lullaby.

I want to watch the teevee but Im lazy to get the remote control. I want to see who sent me a message but the phone is charging away and Im lazy to get it. I want to drink water but Im lazy to get it and let alone the washing up:(
So lazy, how to like going school.
Wapiang.@#$%^&*
SIGHSIGHSIGH.
GOODNIGHT, IM HOPING I WILL SLEEP WELL TONIGHT AND I GUESS I WILL BECUASE IM REALLY DRAINING OUT(:

with ferry much love,

2010-11-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hello beings,
Im typing crap while trying to upload the pictures to photobucket then I can edit and upload them here. But photobuck is taking forever.
In less than 6 hours Im getting up and yet Im still not asleep.
I can totally feel the monday blues already. But because Im going to spend some quality time with my boyfriend, I look forward a little.
You know, because I meet Edric almost on the alternate days basis so Im feeling quite weird now as I haven met him for three days?
Oh yeah, meeting means spending quality time together luhh. Not that kind you have lunch or dinner then bye bye.
A part of me is enjoying all the quality time that we had spent together and another part thinks is darn unhealthy because of the fact that:
No time for my family, friends and etc.
No time for myself
What if he goes army?
What if I really am used to it? ( I am already btw)
What if people think that we are darn sticky. erxin, you know. For these people, I dont really care eh. I typed that for fun only-.-
Aiya, I dont care la huh.

Sidetrack, then come to think about it, if his mother doesnt want the puppy to be kept in his place which means the puppy will be at my place la. Duh. Then I think I will be spending most of my time at home with the puppy and not with my him. I think Edric will be miserable lor. HAHAH.
My picture still not loading from photobucket. It has been like, 30 mins? So yeah, other pics then.

2010-10-31T15:22:00.002+08:00

Edric and I have been deciding if we should have a puppy together. I really want to. But, there's a lot of things we should consider and see to. One thing that I cannot bear with is, the moment when the dog gotta leave. Anyway, I was really surprise because the idea was brought up by him and he's not that kind who has got all the patience and passion in the world. Im glad though, just by the point that he has the idea. Pomeranian, if we have one.

2010-10-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

'Pay no mind to those who talk behind you back, it simply means that you are two steps ahead.'

Man, it's going to be the start of semester two tomorrow. Well, it's gonna be a quick one and tada, year 2. Whatever la huh, still gotta study for like dont know how many years before you/I stop studying. Im re-watching 'I am legend', a rather good show like duh, if not I wouldnt watch it again right. School's starting at 9am tomorrow and it's till.... 11am-.-
I HONESTLY WILL START JOGGING TOMORROW because you have no idea how much weight I have gained.
Anyway, supper now(:
Hopefully Im gonna enjoy school. Keeping my fingers crossed for some politics that's going on. HAHA.

2010-10-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

I HAVE LOST THE BLOGGING BUG SO THAT TOTALLY EXPLAINS WHY I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING.
JUST LOVE TO CAP ALL MY WORDS. teeheeeeeeee.
the thought of school reopening makes me feel darn saddd.
goodnight alll!!!!
my hair looks like shitxz.

2010-10-08T12:17:00.003+08:00

'There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.'

Almost dead white space. I was really thinking about the above phrase. Friends are rather important to me and like what I have posted in facebook,

I do have a few close friendships which I do not know if they will last forever but I hope they do like the term 'bff'.

For sure, there are a few kinds of friends surrounding me.
- friends who say they care and they really do.
- friends who say they care but is only on the surface.
- friends who say , ' no matter what, we will still stay in contact.' and frequently, they just leave a few fb wallpost and then goodbye.
- friends who put you the at the priority and of course, somtimes the last la.

Im not a good friend. I take people who treat me nice for granted and maybe that's because I know they are always there? And this group of friends are people who I really treasure. I love friends who I can still talk to and straight to the point even though we haven't been talking. I feel really comfy when I do not have to beat around the bush. And, I feel really upset when friends who I used to talk about almost everything can just make me feel awkward so suddenly that I dont even talk about private stuff anymore.
Hang on, close friends. I do appreciate.

2010-09-18T02:21:00.002+08:00

Hello hi. Im back from Malaysia and am feeling really good to be at home. I gained like two kg in 4 days 3 nights. I take in whatever that's in the food really fast aye? I was browsing some pictures just now and realised I used to have quite bigs eyes and was really fair during a period of time. Looks like, my eyes shrunk over the years and they look darn tired like always every now and then. I promise to be fair again and to go under knife to magnify my eyes^^
Going tohave a really good rest! Goodnight everybody(:

2010-09-09T01:43:00.003+08:00

"And if I fall along the way, pick me up and dust me off "

Sometimes I feel I have lost myself. Is really worse than losing your mind because you totally feel the new-you instead of that preferably-old-you. At times, I feel that the only one who changes is me and just me (whch is probably true) and all the rest of the time, I just complain about how everything else except me myself is changing and it's so unfair here and there. In any case, just enjoy life right? Seriously, I dont need to have many friends but just a few close ones. Deep down, I know who will always be there and who won't. And apparently for those who will be, are always the ones I have neglected. Come to think about it, actually there isnt really much time to always be doing what you want and to be appreciating people around you. Growing up is really scary. Plus the fact that people come and go as and when they want/need which makes it unbearable. Sorry for being an asshole but me too am one of those people who walks in and out of people's life as and when I like and I really appreciate people who will still be around me even so. That's why Im scared that I will never have time to appreciate them as much as they appreciate me. Okay, this is not an emo post. Hahaha.
Anyway, I think both papers' gonna kill my result slip.
Goodnight people.

2010-08-31T04:28:00.001+08:00

I sat right at this spot for like almost 4 hours. Spent like an hour on the net and then the next half figuring out waht to study first. Followed by another half on chatting, then half talkign to my brother. Just as when I want to get started, Im hungry and then I went to find food and eat and then last hour spent by combining all the above activities together and then I am sleepy already. BYE.

2010-08-30T15:33:00.002+08:00

Just before I head out to really chiong my studies. I have barely three days to complete two untouch modules.

How do you describe dimple? Okay, cute little hole kay. I squeeze that shy little cute hole on the left of my cheek out-.- I have got three cute little holes on my face excluding that two big nostrils. Till then, Bye!

2010-08-29T01:16:00.003+08:00

sorry, very lousy quality picture taken from acer laptop.

So today, Rafidah, Amanda and I were suppose to meet in the noon to do revision for the upcoming papers. It was totally not unproductive-.- First first, I was late because I was stuck in the heavy traffic. The bus was actually quite cooling but slowly, it became like a sauna. What makes it worse was the smell coming from those banglahs. And then the bus finally broke down under the hot sun. So I hopped on to the next bus, a very cooling bus. But then, it was ruined the minute the bus driver decided to cater to people in Little India. Reached the library at almost one instead of the an-hour-earlier meeting time. Sorry, because I didnt have anything since I woke up , the hunger was unbearable. I DIDNT STARVE MYSELF KAY. So we packed up and left the library at slightly off 2. I promise to study hard soon.
Being the forever Amanda, she pulled me to Changi Airport to see YOG athletes. We walked the entire airport I swear.
Anyway, Im darn paranoid about the red dots that's on my scalp okay. I dont even how they even appear. I dont have thick and healthy hair so I really cannot help but to be scared that the amount of hair I have is gonna reduce:(
So gonna abhor all the unhealthy food.
Ohyeah, I read a news that says women breasts can shrunk from D-cup To A-cup in just one night. So people, please to no agitate your mummy/girlfriend/friend/sister/whoever with real boobs.

Goodnight<3

2010-08-22T02:22:00.002+08:00

Pictures to sum up what I have been busy with and people whom I have been meeting^^
Anyway, I went to watch the YOG handball game yesterday and I think the atmostphere was darn good. Seriously, the excitement was darn good. Though obviously Singapore was losing to Eygpt (50-7 btw,), the loud cheering for Singapore was all the way till the last second. Not lying.
It's going to be a good idea to watch handball games if you have nothing to do these few days. You pay ten bucks to watch 4 enjoyable matches which can last you the whole day (2pm-10pm) and besides, can see pretty girls and handsome guys from all different countries eh. Come to think about it, if you are that kind who dont like sports at all, then save that ten bucks eh haha.

Ohyeah, people who tasted my sausages and fishballs for today's pot luck said they tasted darn awesome because they all taste and smell like detergent and oilment-.- See, it's a darn bad idea to have pot luck when there's no mahjong.

gickr.com animation

2010-08-16T03:21:00.001+08:00

I dyed my hair I dyed my hair and people keep saying I dyed balck colour. Shingzxz manzxz.
Anw, it's 3.15am already. I should go to bed soon. Oh yeah, I was hunting for food just now so I called my brother, hoping he would buy back for me and he didnt pick up. So after like an hour or so, he text me 'Play some nice music. That kind not nice, very hard to sleep.' Like, I really didnt know he's at home-.- So he came out of the room and then started laughing. Now, at this hour, sitting beside me, reading a bible. So cute^^

2010-08-08T01:10:00.003+08:00

I promise to have a proper post soon. Forever berry the tired when I get home which results in the low frequency in blogging. Plus the hectic weeks after the last post, were really draining me out so yeah, since it's hoilday now, I shall start to blog more frequently. My eyebags can store your school bags already eh. Dark circle also can also go fight with panda neh. Gonna take this holiday to prepare my eyes for sem 2. Hoohoo. Healthy lifestlye FTW. I hope Im gonna be serious about being healthy. Sleep early, eat healthily, more exercising and drink like sufficient water-.- Actually, I just need to have more than sufficient sleep, not so much of sleeping early. It
s mission impossible. Have liek million of pictures to post. See you!